Could use any good thought you can send my way

[maddhatter]

Originally Posted by blazerbrad

Sounds like you have the right attitude which always help, so keep it up. Figthing cancer can be a long and hard road.

About 3 years ago (at the age of 31 and a 1 y.o. boy) I was diagnosed with a malignant brain tumor and rushed to the hospital, finding myself in pre-op a matter of hours after the diagnosis. While some people may think this was a tramatic experience the only thought going through my mind was "I've been sick for months, but now they finally know what is going on and will make it better"...so I know exactly the position you are in.

If I ever started feeling down or sorry for myself, I always reminded myself that it could be worse.

Yea, Not knowing what to do is the worst part other then seeing the pain in my wife's and mothers eyes. All the tests are done so I hope by the end of the day we will at least have a game plan. As bad as the pain has been "by far the worst I have ever had" My wife seeing me in that pain hurt even worse.